Missing depth.
I find my mind wandering more than a few times during class.
Lessons are all but making me feel less and less focused.
Focused.
hah.
As if I was ever so.
I seriously think I'm going through PMS.
So many strange and unaccounted thoughts passing through my mind.
The previous post, for one.
Came out of absolutely no where during Johnnie's lesson.
Daydreaming is definitely not good for my health.
Mental health, at any rate.
Here comes another one, difference being it "conceived" when I was trying to sleep yesternight.
And yes, sleep is eluding me too.
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I'm loving every moment of it
And hating every second of it.
I'm so happy that I finally belonged
But I'm nothing but torn apart.
I tried to find my own way out
But the light(it seemed) has gone
To(I do not know)?
Shook my head,
Hunched my shoulders.
A figure cowered
Into that corner.
Droplets fell
As rain did too.
Reddened nose
Nothing like the Sun that shone through.
Nothing is what it seems.
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It sounds weird.
Nevermind.
A draft!
Suddenly I realised.
All the stuff about evaluation, analysis and all the stuff you learn in the Arts Fac.
Don't you think they are simply requiring you to think further and more than what is necessary?
And to put it badly: thinking too much?
Haha.
Weird educational system.
Another reason for me to get out of Singapore.
Which will be of no point since by the time I can, I'll be out of the system
And what's bothering me now would not even concern me anymore.
Crapping!
